A Few Steps Back

I truly thought my "Christian" had turned the corner on his fear of needles. 

We've taken a few steps back.

I completely lost it with him last night when he did not cooperate...not one of my better parenting moments, and when our homecare nurse came today it was a huge fight to access.

The good thing is that he is accessed for the week. 

I just don't know what to do.

He Did It!

I hope it wasn't a fluke, but my "Christian" sat completely still during his infusion on Monday!  We had the iPad set up, he was playing, the Emla had been on for an hour and he was completely distracted.  He said, "It didn't hurt!"

I sure hope this means he is getting over his fear of needles.  I am not sure what the next infusion will hold (we access his port once a week and infuse daily), but it looks promising :)